#28600 - I didnt really want to but i knew if anyone will understand me its him , so i told him briefly what happend and how it happend , when i got to the part of the dogs he just interrupted me : - and what you saw turned you on right? I just noded and told him time flew by and well. And then that fateful final step came , i felt it i am done it will happen now, laugh if you want but i even broke tears a bit. When i got home he was in the hallway and before i could slip into the bathroom hugged me, it felt so good , all those things i feared yesterday were gone , and what i was left with a wonderfull thing which became a part of my life He held me close and said : - i am so happy for you , i am proud of you .